Parnoid Park,
sidan 35-36.

"On the freeway, I seriously began to lose it. My brain, my thoughts - they spun wildly in every direction. For the first time in my life, I understood how extreme stress could drive your brain to impossible places. It could wrap your thinking, pointing you in dangerous directions, wich seemed to make perfect sense at the time.That's how people kill themselves,
I thought. They get twisted around in their brain